Whether they
climbed up there themselves or were given a boost, pastors usually find
themselves on a pedestal.
Even if
a pastor tells his or her congregation that they are a sinner saved by grace
like everyone else, it is hard for a congregant to believe that. Pastors are
usually only seen by their parishioners on Sundays, elevated on a platform,
wearing their Sunday best, hands raised in worship and preaching the Word of
God. It is difficult for someone sitting in the pew to relate to that perceived
perfection. And it makes it hard for the pastor to find a safe place to go when
the pedestal starts to teeter.
The title of pastor and the perception of the congregation or staff does
not prevent the reality of struggling, brokenness and temptation in the
minister’s life. A sermon may address the hurting, but who is addressing the
hurting preacher? The church is filled with broken people, and so is the
pulpit.
Many pastors are
guilty of not practicing what they are preaching. They encourage their
congregation to take care of themselves and make sure there is time for a
Sabbath, but their own calendar runs them ragged. They preach on nurturing a
loving marriage relationship, yet their own spouse is feeling neglected and
resentful. They warn of the dangers of sexual immorality, yet many are secretly
struggling with purity themselves.
We are all broken people. We just have different details. Healthy
pastors are not “unbroken,” they just know where to go to deal with that
brokenness. Healthy broken pastors have safe people in their lives that they
are currently and frequently talking to. I heard one pastor say he has a group
of people he can go to and they are allowed to ask the tough questions, but I
thought to myself, “Are you going and are they asking?” And sometimes, good
friends are not enough to help a pastor deal with deep seeded issues that have
not been properly addressed and have been buried because the pastor is the one who is
expected to have it all together. Professional help is available and often
times necessary to provide a safe place for growth and healing.
God wants all of His children to be healthy in
their brokenness, including pastors. If the mantle of the ministry is hindering
personal growth and healing, take a leap off the pedestal and find a safe place
to land before it topples.
